04 February 2010

reflections on boundaries-

learned about boundaries last night in class. where other people's energetic boundaries are. where our's are. where they are perceived to be and how to hone in our abilities in sensing where another's boundaries are. all very important aspects in terms of facilitating healing.

learning how other individual's boundaries flow and fluctuates, we can operate from a keener sense of awareness with them, and with ourselves in the healing session.

Swan

Swan, the power of woman entering Sacred Space, touching future yet to come - bringing eternal grace.

Dancing through poses, while chanting the sounds of the chakras, I am grace. we all are. life is simple when we are not resisting what it is offering us in each moment. when the stories fade and dissolve there is nothing but stillness and a resting in that stillness. when all resistance has given up resisting the vulnerable part of me, my heart, opens and gives in. gives in to being totally ok. there really isn't anything that is out of place. there never was. there never will be.

i am doing this. i am not doing anything else. where is your attention at right now? is it on these words? is it on the rain outside? then that is where it is. can i move forward in this way? i have no idea. there is a moving that is happening and its a transformation that isn't trying to transform. i have no clue how other people go through life. i have no clue how i do for that matter. what drives me to do anything is completely unknown. i sometimes think i am going really slow, but then i wonder, what does this even mean? am i supposed to be rushing to get somewhere else?

Swan says to Dragonfly, "I will be happy to abide by Great Spirit's plan. I won't fight the currents of the black hole. I will surrender to the flow of the spiral and trust what I am shown."

Swan medicine teaches us to be at one with all planes of consciousness, and to trust in Great Spirit's protection.

I am ok, I am safe.

Trusting, surrendering and having patience. Themes from the dreamtime creep subtly in to my waking world and help guide me through this process. Woke up this morning with my 5th grade (and very favorite!) teacher Jan Laverty's name in my head. Her presence or the essence of her was very real. that is all I can say.

02 February 2010

dance activation

tonight i got another round of dance activation. this actually took place at the school I am attending. Through exploring a set of sounds and movements I got my chakras spinning and activated.