09 November 2009

old heart, new heart

i have the image in my mind of the old heart that no longer serves me, it is withering. I thought I should repair its wounds, weave it in with the new but that has not seemed to work. instead it hangs by a couple threads to the new heart which anxiously awaits to shine, anew, on it's own. there is no use to hanging on to a safety blanket which covers the heart which is a truer expression of my essence...

the old is, like a scab, falling away.

so, i am stepping in to a new phase, with open arms and open soft eyes, ready to experience the world.

03 November 2009

time and space

no longer working. so much time and space. feeling the expansion slowly